I've deleted my blog upteen times. &most prob i'm deleting this one too. soon, after im done reading the past entries.

I dont see a point of keeping a stupid blog when i just cant type out what i wanna say. being busy is not a gd excuse. everyone has their own responsibilities. but it's just me. im not honest when it comes to blogging.

I'd rather say life is good or life is ooooookay. I'm not good at sharing abt my "sundal" life in public. or who im currently seeing. or what i actualli feel abt some ppl.

since this is going to be my last post. lets just say. im getting tired with my life. my social life kinda sucks. im spending more time in the lib mugging alone and working to earn the cash. schoolmates are cool. but we're all busy. half of my close frens working too. we dont see each other every day. we dont really hang out nemore. we're tooooooo busy. n one is still stranded in indon. maybe he almost forget abt us.

my love life is cool. well, actualli its complicated. or maybe im the one thinking too much. i am not ready to reveal who, like i usually do. coz my love always fail. im not putting high hopes on this one. yet? i dont know. well, our horoscope says we're like ying and yang. but i dont believe in that shit. =/ it's too soon to tell where our relationship is leading us to.

my ex bf is gone. to sydney. yes, he migrated. the one i loved for the past two years. finally, we met. it was the hardest goodbye. no matter how much you lied. no matter how many times you disappoint me, i have forgiven you. i have put the past behind me bcause i know the one who made more mistakes and regret tend to treasure you more. actualli, since the day we met. i have yet to open my heart sincerely to anyone else. i have to blame you on that. take care wherever you are darlz. imy.

Mistakes. We all make mistakes and we learn best from it. *sigh*

That is all i have to say. This is my last post. &It isint a random one.

gdnite world.

*hugs*