dont ever come back. i dont want you. even as a friend. i dislike you. but thank you. for everything.
damn it.
&ihopemywordscutsyoulikeasharpknifeandbleedsyou.
S.
random.
i skipped class.
went vivo with hana, abu, kenji.
*mugged* (k bedek)
chilled.
played arcade.
had fun.
now im at work.
&im hungry.
&imissthosedaysnimlyingifidenythatifckingmissyou.S.
bye.
hello world.
its been a long time since i updated ne shits here.
got gd news to tell ya. it's been yrs i've been polluting my lungs with stupid fags n i nou i've been making empty promises to stop. this time round is for real. i swear. (:
&i realli1000X feel angry now. but i dunnou bout wat. im just tired maybe. too worked out. but i still manage to smile everyday without fail. *sighs*
n im tired of ppl talking abt love shits life. its super boring kay.
bodo bodo.
&maybe again. im just feeling pms-y.
goodnite world.
mimpi indah.
(:
Happy Birthday FIQAH SAYANG~* super 17 kays!
&thanks to those who wished me.
n thanks to
who didnt. greatly appreciated.
let me be random.
if YOU think y0u know what's LOVE. Think again. heh.
if YOU think you're different from other guys. Think deeper.
if YOU think you're faithful. I think you're just the same. heh.
Y0u're makin me c0nfuse b0y. The lies just kept g0in on but im still h0lding 0n. this farnie friendship btwn y0u n me. if y0u're bad, why have y0u been my s0lid gr0und when i was falling d0wn? why have y0u been there almost evrytime when i needed y0u? y0u've never been my shoulder to cry on. but y0u've always been a great listening ear. ouh whatever. i d0nt kn0w why im not mad anym0re when i f0und out the truth. maybe it's becoz im getting use to it. i d0nt understand and i will never do. maybe it's just better off this way. this farnie friendship of ours. h0nest. i appreciate ur presence. &h0nest again. smtymes i just feel like running away from y0u. n0t really running. just 4get abt y0ur existence. but in the end. y0u're the 1 i'll turn to. n u're the 1 who makes me feel better. y0u're just special in a way. i dont know how to put it in words. coz its complicated n so twisted. sometimes i just feel ur playing me. but when ur there for me. i just dont care nemore. even if u lied a million times oredy. i still thank y0u. f0r being there.
ah now. i feel so much betta.
bye.
hello world. it's the first day of a new month. im getting ready and very excited about this month. you know God has lots of surprises and y0u just cant guess what will happen next. &the only thg we're able to do is just plan. what gonna happen next is up to Him. ((:
well, for now. im making a plan for this month. juggling work n studies at the same time. y0u might be laughing at me. how stressful my life wld be. but hey. honestly, i love my life now. it seems interesting to me. u nou.. i have to handle the fees myself. gotta think abt spending my money wisely. i feel a lil more grown up u nou. heh. ((:
12 more days to my burfdae.
13 more days to valentine's day. HAH.
im gone for now.
