Y0u're makin me c0nfuse b0y. The lies just kept g0in on but im still h0lding 0n. this farnie friendship btwn y0u n me. if y0u're bad, why have y0u been my s0lid gr0und when i was falling d0wn? why have y0u been there almost evrytime when i needed y0u? y0u've never been my shoulder to cry on. but y0u've always been a great listening ear. ouh whatever. i d0nt kn0w why im not mad anym0re when i f0und out the truth. maybe it's becoz im getting use to it. i d0nt understand and i will never do. maybe it's just better off this way. this farnie friendship of ours. h0nest. i appreciate ur presence. &h0nest again. smtymes i just feel like running away from y0u. n0t really running. just 4get abt y0ur existence. but in the end. y0u're the 1 i'll turn to. n u're the 1 who makes me feel better. y0u're just special in a way. i dont know how to put it in words. coz its complicated n so twisted. sometimes i just feel ur playing me. but when ur there for me. i just dont care nemore. even if u lied a million times oredy. i still thank y0u. f0r being there.
ah now. i feel so much betta.
bye.
